stardust holiday
chronicles of the chronically (and voluntarily) bedridden

now i'm weaker than the palest blue, so weak in this need for you

15 March 2006
You have a positive mood shift when your boyfriend gets drunk?

no. we're both in kind of a slump, it's been rough being apart so much. we were sending each other songs and trying to get each other to feel better. we found a couple really awesome songs for that exact purpose (pas/cal - the bronze beached boys of summer, john lennon - oh yoko, to name a few, and i just remembered one that would have been perfect... i'll wait though. -grin-)
unfortunately last night he was a little more drunk than i thought. he called me up after he signed off (at almost 1am) he was sick, tired and just really upset. we talked for another hour, he was saying goofy drunk stuff that he probably doesn't remember and i asked him if he wanted me to come home. i was serious, if i'm needed somewhere, then i'm needed. but he wants me to stay.

i finally got him to go to sleep after making sure that he was going to be alright. after we finally hung up, i knew i wasnt' getting to sleep any time soon, so i knitted for awhile until i managed to just about pass out.

this is the longest time we've been apart since i starting going out with him, about two years. and it's hard.


space out, lost track of the train of thought.

mike's on his way here. he's taking a couple days off of work and getting his head together. he was pretty close to losing it last night. hopefully things work out a little better today. if i could let him have my massage today, i most definitely would, but it doesn't always work out like that.

i would love to take a nap, get a little extra sleep today. not happening of course, but at least it's a massage day.

...So keep on playing those mind games together
Faith in the future outta the now
You just can't beat on those mind guerrillas
Absolute elsewhere in the stones of your mind
Yeah we're playing those mind games forever
Projecting our images in space and in time

Yes is the answer and you know and you know that for sure
Yes is surrender you got to let it, you got to let it go....

thank you, to whoever posted this.

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  • ...just check to see what's on your shoulder...k?

    Hey, Jude, don't make it bad
    Take a sad song and make it better
    Remember to let her into your heart
    Then you can start to make it better..

    ..And any time you feel the pain, hey, Jude, refrain
    Don't carry the world upon your shoulders
    Well don't you know that its a fool who plays it cool
    By making his world a little colder..

    ...So let it out and let it in, hey, Jude, begin
    You're waiting for someone to perform with
    And don't you know that it's just you, hey, Jude,
    You'll do, the movement you need is on your shoulder

    By Anonymous Anonymous, at 12:20  
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