day fifty doldrums
11 April 2006
i'm still alive, i haven't quit... i've just been laying low, lots of drama and some visitors i had given up on seeing. i'm having a hard time keeping up on anything, i'm past the midway point but kind of stuck in limbo, no major milestones for another week. tomorrow is the 8-week dxa scan, the deciding factor as to whether or not i continue the study. i want to see it through, but i really want to go home. i'm homesick, tired, and still fighting heinous vertigo (going on a week now)... the drugs they give me make me tired and woozy, but take care of the nausea and the spinning... i guess i'll just need more drugs to take care of the side effects. it also makes it hard to look at a computer screen for any length of time. -sigh- no major lovely updates for now, i've just got the blues and the greens.always drink more water,
erin
